When was the last time I did something for the first time?

Today!

For purposes of anonymity, I can’t mention what it was. And I owe it all to this absolutely wonderful guy, whom I once again cannot name for purposes of anonymity. Of course, he’s ‘booked’, because all wonderful guys are. Sigh. But I can’t even begin to put in words how delighted I am that he made me do it. The adrenalin rush was quite incomparable. I can’t remember the last time I was so nervous and anxious and excited all at the same time. And it’s been hours since I did what I did, and I’m still feeling exhilarated! A sense of naughty accomplishment, like a small kid who has just found and eaten the box of chocolates that mommy had hidden somewhere. My emotions were constantly having a silly tug-of-war between mischief and pride - mischief for what I was doing, and pride for getting away with it without being caught. And like he told me, “Come on, you live one life. You’ve got to experiment a bit of everything.” I don’t necessarily agree with that, but boy, am I glad that I gave in to this.

Thank you so much, yaar. I don’t think I’ve genuinely had so good a time since dad left. We should do this again sometime; the doing something for the first-time part of it ;)

P.S. –> The song-of-the-event (defined as a song that will only remind me of a particular person or significant moments) is Black Eyed Peas' ‘My humps’, for reasons other than the obvious.

Disclaimer: Those of you with wild imaginations can tell your thoughts to go to hell because it's not what you think it is :p Perverts!